Stupor

As everybody often does, I procrastinate. Often its a procrastination of facing the pain held within my heart. Sometimes its because I need a break or feel too weak to face it.

The procrastination can be by distraction but also by intoxication. I recommend neither as both are unhealthy and we should strive to resolve our pain rather than run from it. However, I am human as you are and often I save my pain for tomorrow.

Stupor

In my drunken stupor

I save my pain for the future.

For now I pen down this feeling

And focus on what I am seeing.

Colors and shapes indistinctly hazed,

But my groggy mind is not fazed.

This numbness of the mind

Is the peace I had hoped to find.

Sobriety comes with unfaced fears,

Followed by rivers of not cried tears.

So for now in my drunken stupor,

I’ll save my pain for the future.

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