Dark cloud my only friend.
You’ve been with me until this end.
You hold me tight within your void
And the protective shield you’ve employed.
I willed you away many of times,
And held you responsible for your crimes.
Yet, you return without fail
To guise me in a hazy veil.
Life has become truth-less
As your lies become ruthless.
You are confusing my senses
And raising my defenses.
False alarms and accusations
Are threatening all my relations,
And all those around can see
Your suffocating grip on me.
Reason to me cannot be brought
As you contort my every thought.
I’d love to see you gone for good
And know a peace I never thought I would.
I will regain all my senses
And have you punished for your offenses.
But, truthfully darkness you’ll hold me now
Tight within your depressive shroud.
You’ll convince me you know my worth,
Saying that its in the earth.
We’ll dance and fight hiding every blow
As we saunter to and fro.
Friend and enemy, peace and pain,
Knowing I’ll be free again.
But one thing in which I trust,
And being convinced of is a must,
I’ll be free of you for good
In ways I never thought I would.
Or if I die I’ll still be free
Cause goddammit you’re going down with me.